I wish this battle would finally be over,
but that’s not how things played out…again.
The fear is here with me, uninvited as usual.
My mantra is:
If you don’t move, you won’t break.
I am alone until tomorrow.
I will keep my phone with me,
in case I break again.
I am bruised from the last reduction.
Will it be the last?
If I am still, it will.
A revision may fix what keeps separating.
Everyone is afraid. I am afraid.
Is fear my friend or my foe?
Maybe both.
We are here together, alone
Fear and me
Still FLOW
floweralley 
Ooh, Flow, ouch! That looks really painful. 😫
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I did breathing squares to prevent spasms. Not as bad as first 2 times, but still painful.
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Of course you fear – especially when alone
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Trying to be extra careful. Thanks Knight
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Oh Flow, you poor thing. Sending healing thoughts your way. 🤗
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I am not in pain, just afraid to move. Thanks Cathy. I need some serious healing. Ten months of hip roulette is enough!
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