I made myself go to one of my favorite places today.
Going there used to be a reward for getting my chores done.
But today I went with my clothes still in the dryer and unfolded towels in a basket.
I had not swept the floors either.
Why the switch from going as a reward to being forced to go?
FEAR
That foe is still here.
So I went To Evergreen Island to prove that I could.
Alone
Unsure but determined

Who will make me go if I don’t?
I heard the fear voice whispering…
later, tomorrow, when you have time, when there is no pain, when your new stick gets here…
I heard that whispering all afternoon until I wanted to scream.
I grabbed my trek pole, camera and keys and marched myself to the car.
If I fall, I fall.
If it hurts, it hurts.
Fear has kept me from Evergreen Island for many months.

But I got there today!
Do not listen to that whispering voice.
Ignore that fear!
Listen to your heart.
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